A Goose Chase

They want the fog to settle in our minds tonight
keep the right distance to keep us distracted
If we find their lies the'll simply be retracted
a sticky web of red tape 
our hands are tied and ready for disposal
greed is running this train 
while we're all out in the rain
Wool over my eyes men behind the curtain hide
laws seal my lips 
cameras record my trips
they say this is for our protection
funny i don't remember telling YOU about my erection
on the phone, i will feign key words like "explosion" then book
chase me! i'm a goose!
maybe in my flight ill get out of this fog
fly above the clouds, see you for what you truly are.

I Want You

Float gently down on my soft lips 
I know what you're here for
I am love and you've found me
playing an agonizing game of hide and seek
sometimes it's hard to tell who's doing what
but i know you want me and i want you too
time is fleeting and we don't have eternity
so just hold me tight and never let go
or we will be back to playing marco polo
i know i can be decieving but this is who i am
i'm the ring around your finger, the face defining addiction, the laughter in their voice
i'm the empty bottle of alcohol, the picture frayed on the floor, the cuts on your wrist
i will cling to you better than the air you breath
so just sink into me with no care in the world 
for death is my apprentice
she always follows close
i've taught her well and she never lets go
either the other is lost or buried
she will take them away from you
she will make love to them at her place
like we used to
she will be their new love
however now is not her time
but time is fleeting so sink into me while you can, 
because i know you want me and i want you too

My thoughts

I just want to spill my guts to you
let loose every withheld thought
take a scalpel and carve into my brain
carnage will be wrought and blood will rain 
as i empty my mind to you
or maybe not
maybe i'm afraid of what will splash on the page
demons let loose from their fleshy cage.
passion straight out of hell
perhaps ill end up being an empty shell
hollow as the house I sit in
running away from potential 
my mind juggles hypothetics
to life we become impartial
"a brains look like hedge maze", and other ironics
in a poem its oxymoronic
in life it's moronic

Hourglass

a simple kiss sets the light of the night
the sun is setting on the beach but we just lay tight in twilight
every moment is one we bathe in
not disappointed to see them pass because the next is so inviting
we don't clamor for the future either
i will never again love you the way i do now
so lets let time flow as smooth as your skin
as smooth as the sand that falls through the glass
i will count every grain every second i get to spend with you
when we're old we'll have a beach to walk on
building castles with our memories
we can live here together
i'll be buried under the cascade of our myriad of adventures
we'll look back on our prints and watch them slowly wash away by the turning tide
we'll giggle and wiggle our toes 
i'll grasp your hand as the hour comes to a close
a single tear will fall down your cheek 
because the next grain is humble and meek.

What I want

Pretenses shot down dead tonight
Not wasting time
I want to hold you tighter than the armor I wore for too long
I want to peel off your layers, clothes,
Get to your core, till you're sore
I want to lay each other bare
No concern with who you're supposed to be
Just be who you are with me
I want to run with you faster than our racing hearts
Till they give out old and cold
I want late night fights
Violent as a volcano 
If only for the make up sex
I want to loose ourselves in each other 
More comfortable than memory foam
Just lay outside amazed at how it feels so right
I want to spend hours in you eyes
More awe inspiring than Gogh's Stary Night
aurora borealis, radiant eclipse, in your eyes 
Cake in the morning ice cream in the evening
I want to chart your skin 
map it better than the back of my hand
navigate your curves as we curve the planet
As we embrace the night you make me want to see in the dark
As we run into the day you make me want to keep you to myself
As long as it's with you it's what I want, and I want it all.

Raining

deep love is like the falling rain
we bathe regularly
swim in pools, live on oceans
swirls of deep blue enveloping our lives
however when the rain comes we stay inside
tell the rain to go away and come again another day
today is not the day for the rain and me
i said that when i'm in love ill walk in the rain
feel the watery world of thousands of feet crash on our faces
but not today we say
today is my day and ill live it as such

Excelence

a wide expanse and a desolate precipice
black holes, whirlpools, and quick sand
where are you beyond where i can see?
an apprehensive allure caresses my curiosity
have i been wandering for too long
lost among infinite mirages
the horizon is uneventful, and too far away
compared to this anomaly before me
my repertoire compels me to move on
my heart says i've gone on too long
because there is no better a death
than a death in excelence

Hold my heart

Where upon will we dance this night away?

I will sit with you tonight to pray, 

that one day I will take your hand and place in my heart. 

Heart in hand we will hold each others. 

Wherever you may stand I pray that we might dance into the day

Deeper than space

in a row boat on the surface of you eyes
like a whirlpool they draw me in
we could get lost deeper than space
stars in your eyes
a labyrinth of love
we have everything to discover
there i'll build a home, a life
not without strife
but lacking apathy
sinking ever deeper in the radiant holes to your soul
I can't breath
my heart stops.

I wrote this about a year ago after a dear family friend's mom died

Robust love from some soft sepulcher
It creeps up on us unawares
heart shard come hither
with us you will not wither
Friends of old mold unified
time felt ghost pains
heart melt sky rains
Where were you when this all started?

Short but sweet <3

Eyes

I see what you're saying that the sum is more than the parts. 
That we're all unique.
I see couples that say they're now complete. 
As if two apart is less than two together.
It's true I have a logical mind 
And I know why they say love's blind 
It's the pharamones that get the ball rolling
Then I saw a sight that broke this chain
as endorphin's flooded my brain
And i think about kissing in the rain
It's everything I can explain
Yet when asked how I FELT
I would say things that would make you melt
Those words were only those:words
Feelings unfit for those words
Unfit for formalities causalities realities
It would leave my perfect sphere of definition 
fractured on the floor by the beauty in your eyes
that alluded my understanding for years
like a mirage in a field of mirrors
there I confront my fears
All the while loving these tears
Because PASSION
and the potential for unknown possibilities
don't you see they rule this boy...
But you just play coy
I know you want me to be your toy
Doesn't matter I will chase this face,
embrace this race
till the reaper is on my case
I have learned that senses are only worth a few cents
Although it goes against everything I believe
for you understanding is over rated and now decimated
by the fire inspired 
now in my eyes

devil may cry

I hear words like "Fag" phrases like "God hates gays".
While these men are my brothers
and i love my family
you sling out wrath as if you're on a war path
some ancient crusade justified by your pride
so secure on a high horse.
I find myself hating you
because you're the problem the world clings to
How many places are we going to crack the mosaic of humanity?
it's already so fractured i swear we're gunna shatter.
But you don't seem to think they matter.
like a snake you spit up venom death on your breath
the destruction in your wake
that you say is for gods sake
It makes me sick.
but i'm still wrought with the thoughts of my mother
that you're my other brother
...f#$*ing hate family.
But an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind
x'cept for that last guy who's got problems with depth perception
Now i see why our minds only have one eye
We all see in shallow pools of decrepit perceptions corrupt intentions
I just want to swim into the deep blue unknown
Float there all alone
Sea of tranquility
Then i come to reality
I still have water wings on
And how can i call you arrogant when my life is decaying all around me
But please before rigamortis sets in stop saying you know the word sin
because if you're not part of the solution you're part of the problem
id rather stand in between you two,
gouge out my own eye and die than make the devil cry.