Sunday, February 24, 2013

Hold my heart

Where upon will we dance this night away?
I will sit with you tonight to pray, 
that one day I will take your hand and place in my heart. 
Heart in hand we will hold each others. 
Wherever you may stand I pray that we might dance into the day

Deeper than space

in a row boat on the surface of you eyes
like a whirlpool they draw me in
we could get lost deeper than space
stars in your eyes
a labyrinth of love
we have everything to discover
there i'll build a home, a life
not without strife
but lacking apathy
sinking ever deeper in the radiant holes to your soul
I can't breath
my heart stops.

Thursday, February 21, 2013

I wrote this about a year ago after a dear family friend's mom died

Robust love from some soft sepulcher
It creeps up on us unawares
heart shard come hither
with us you will not wither
Friends of old mold unified
time felt ghost pains
heart melt sky rains
Where were you when this all started?

Short but sweet <3

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Eyes

I see what you're saying that the sum is more than the parts. 
That we're all unique.
I see couples that say they're now complete. 
As if two apart is less than two together.
It's true I have a logical mind 
And I know why they say love's blind 
It's the pharamones that get the ball rolling
Then I saw a sight that broke this chain
as endorphin's flooded my brain
And i think about kissing in the rain
It's everything I can explain
Yet when asked how I FELT
I would say things that would make you melt
Those words were only those:words
Feelings unfit for those words
Unfit for formalities causalities realities
It would leave my perfect sphere of definition 
fractured on the floor by the beauty in your eyes
that alluded my understanding for years
like a mirage in a field of mirrors
there I confront my fears
All the while loving these tears
Because PASSION
and the potential for unknown possibilities
don't you see they rule this boy...
But you just play coy
I know you want me to be your toy
Doesn't matter I will chase this face,
embrace this race
till the reaper is on my case
I have learned that senses are only worth a few cents
Although it goes against everything I believe
for you understanding is over rated and now decimated
by the fire inspired 
now in my eyes

devil may cry

I hear words like "Fag" phrases like "God hates gays".
While these men are my brothers
and i love my family
you sling out wrath as if you're on a war path
some ancient crusade justified by your pride
so secure on a high horse.
I find myself hating you
because you're the problem the world clings to
How many places are we going to crack the mosaic of humanity?
it's already so fractured i swear we're gunna shatter.
But you don't seem to think they matter.
like a snake you spit up venom death on your breath
the destruction in your wake
that you say is for gods sake
It makes me sick.
but i'm still wrought with the thoughts of my mother
that you're my other brother
...f#$*ing hate family.
But an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind
x'cept for that last guy who's got problems with depth perception
Now i see why our minds only have one eye
We all see in shallow pools of decrepit perceptions corrupt intentions
I just want to swim into the deep blue unknown
Float there all alone
Sea of tranquility
Then i come to reality
I still have water wings on
And how can i call you arrogant when my life is decaying all around me
But please before rigamortis sets in stop saying you know the word sin
because if you're not part of the solution you're part of the problem
id rather stand in between you two,
gouge out my own eye and die than make the devil cry.