Saturday, June 1, 2013

A Goose Chase

They want the fog to settle in our minds tonight
keep the right distance to keep us distracted
If we find their lies the'll simply be retracted
a sticky web of red tape 
our hands are tied and ready for disposal
greed is running this train 
while we're all out in the rain
Wool over my eyes men behind the curtain hide
laws seal my lips 
cameras record my trips
they say this is for our protection
funny i don't remember telling YOU about my erection
on the phone, i will feign key words like "explosion" then book
chase me! i'm a goose!
maybe in my flight ill get out of this fog
fly above the clouds, see you for what you truly are.

I Want You

Float gently down on my soft lips 
I know what you're here for
I am love and you've found me
playing an agonizing game of hide and seek
sometimes it's hard to tell who's doing what
but i know you want me and i want you too
time is fleeting and we don't have eternity
so just hold me tight and never let go
or we will be back to playing marco polo
i know i can be decieving but this is who i am
i'm the ring around your finger, the face defining addiction, the laughter in their voice
i'm the empty bottle of alcohol, the picture frayed on the floor, the cuts on your wrist
i will cling to you better than the air you breath
so just sink into me with no care in the world 
for death is my apprentice
she always follows close
i've taught her well and she never lets go
either the other is lost or buried
she will take them away from you
she will make love to them at her place
like we used to
she will be their new love
however now is not her time
but time is fleeting so sink into me while you can, 
because i know you want me and i want you too

My thoughts

I just want to spill my guts to you
let loose every withheld thought
take a scalpel and carve into my brain
carnage will be wrought and blood will rain 
as i empty my mind to you
or maybe not
maybe i'm afraid of what will splash on the page
demons let loose from their fleshy cage.
passion straight out of hell
perhaps ill end up being an empty shell
hollow as the house I sit in
running away from potential 
my mind juggles hypothetics
to life we become impartial
"a brains look like hedge maze", and other ironics
in a poem its oxymoronic
in life it's moronic

Hourglass

a simple kiss sets the light of the night
the sun is setting on the beach but we just lay tight in twilight
every moment is one we bathe in
not disappointed to see them pass because the next is so inviting
we don't clamor for the future either
i will never again love you the way i do now
so lets let time flow as smooth as your skin
as smooth as the sand that falls through the glass
i will count every grain every second i get to spend with you
when we're old we'll have a beach to walk on
building castles with our memories
we can live here together
i'll be buried under the cascade of our myriad of adventures
we'll look back on our prints and watch them slowly wash away by the turning tide
we'll giggle and wiggle our toes 
i'll grasp your hand as the hour comes to a close
a single tear will fall down your cheek 
because the next grain is humble and meek.

What I want

Pretenses shot down dead tonight
Not wasting time
I want to hold you tighter than the armor I wore for too long
I want to peel off your layers, clothes,
Get to your core, till you're sore
I want to lay each other bare
No concern with who you're supposed to be
Just be who you are with me
I want to run with you faster than our racing hearts
Till they give out old and cold
I want late night fights
Violent as a volcano 
If only for the make up sex
I want to loose ourselves in each other 
More comfortable than memory foam
Just lay outside amazed at how it feels so right
I want to spend hours in you eyes
More awe inspiring than Gogh's Stary Night
aurora borealis, radiant eclipse, in your eyes 
Cake in the morning ice cream in the evening
I want to chart your skin 
map it better than the back of my hand
navigate your curves as we curve the planet
As we embrace the night you make me want to see in the dark
As we run into the day you make me want to keep you to myself
As long as it's with you it's what I want, and I want it all.

Raining


deep love is like the falling rain
we bathe regularly
swim in pools, live on oceans
swirls of deep blue enveloping our lives
however when the rain comes we stay inside
tell the rain to go away and come again another day
today is not the day for the rain and me
i said that when i'm in love ill walk in the rain
feel the watery world of thousands of feet crash on our faces
but not today we say
today is my day and ill live it as such

Excelence


a wide expanse and a desolate precipice
black holes, whirlpools, and quick sand
where are you beyond where i can see?
an apprehensive allure caresses my curiosity
have i been wandering for too long
lost among infinite mirages
the horizon is uneventful, and too far away
compared to this anomaly before me
my repertoire compels me to move on
my heart says i've gone on too long
because there is no better a death
than a death in excelence